I thought tat dad has already let go of his hope for me to be a doctor. Well, tats wat i tot. few days ago, he still say something like 'if you________________, u would hav get d medical course'. Guess he's still heartbroken tat im not gonna b a doctor. ther r many doctors out ther, bt how many good doctors are there. Am i capable of bein a good doctor? Getting a MD itself is hard enough.

Like seriously, doctors hav no life. Even if u would do it for d money, d moment i got rich, im gonna b too old n hav too much illness to enjoy my life.

Well can't blame dad for tat. Its my own fault too tat i gave him hope for it. If i were strong n brave enough to tell him earlier tat i dont want to go to medical school, he would have not contacted d agent n pay for d admission fee. Its about d money, its d HOPE tat he has for me. N i also need time to think about it because its my future tat we'r talking about. I cannot just giv an answer without thinking about it.

He needs to let it go. I'm trying to be in love with Geology.