okay, im finally back n gonna do as the title above.
well, many things had happened during the whole time im not here... tho i did come bak few times just to read sumbody else blogs, bt just nt in d mood of updating mine.... n sumhw, today, im gonna start blogging again. well, im nt expecting ppl to cme bak here since my blog has been dead for more than a year nw. so, i actually feel more comfortable blogging nw, cz nobody's gonna read it anyway. it just that i dunno who i want to share some of my thoughts to, so im just gonna spill out everythn here.
so wat past is past, so am gonna just blog abt stuff tats in my mind in these few days.
yesterday, i told dad tat i wanna go to canada to continue my master after i gt my degree n he was like 'mana kau saja, klu ko tidak sayang bapa, di sana la kau'. . i was like 'huh, sya balik jg bha nanti, sya mau kerja dlu sekejap(as in at least 5 yrs) di sana, lpas tu balik la'.
I'm just worried tat he might think tat i would leave him n dnt wana take care of him(n mom) when theyr old. its totally nt like tat. im a person tat wana spread my wings n fly n stand up by myself whenever i fell. tats just who i really am, n i never thought abt havin babies. that kind of plan never comes into my mind, well of course 1 day i would bt now, or maybe even 5 to 10 yrs to come, it just wont be an issue or matter to me. maybe its because im phobia of both my 2-3yrs old active nephews. dnt get me wrong, i do love them soooooooooo muuuuuuchhhhhhhhhhhh, bt its a 24hour job every single day.
besides, i choose to be a geologist, tho i do hav d chance to take medic in rusia(we'll talk abt this ltr), im gonna hav to go here n there at anytime, n nt to mention tat i'll be in a foreign country for quite some time. so i dnt get to spend some quality time wif them. so y bother havin a neglected child right?
n abt d medical degree in rusia, yep, dad really wanted me to b a doctor, n i do ever dreamt of being 1, bt its a tough course n bein a doctor is nothin like getting respect frm somebody all d time bcz of d M.D, u gotta earn d respect even after u've gone thru 6 yrs of hell(i mean studies) to gt d degree.
if ur a fan of Grey's Anatomy, wat u saw in the movie is exactly what happens to all d doctors, accept d Dr Mark Sloan part, cz d hot one dont exist. d six packs will just disappear since the first day of housemanship. Besides, for me, i would trust d nt so handsome 1 more than d handsome 1 cz the nt so handsome 1 would likely b more pro. bt if u hav wat it takes to b a true doc n really hav d heart to b 1, u will definitely survive n b a saviour. if me, im nt even sure if i can pass in med school. I chicken-ed out in d 6 yrs of hell part.
So, i may nt b saving lives, bt i can help an oil company to b richer so tat they would do some charity(as if they would/maybe).
we'll see....
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