After 3 weeks I've been there, I hav to say that I'm starting to enjoy life there, but still I'm glad to be at home now because there's no place like home n I said I enjoy life there, not the place. No matter what, I will never like that place, EVERRRRR!!!
Did I mentioned that I almost quite n come back home on the 2nd night? I'm so not embarassed to say it out loud because I fell rather proud when I tell this to everyone because for me, living there for 3 weeks had really passed my limit. I mean, I never thought that I would live in a place like that n do things like I did for the pass 3 weeks there. This is like the moment that I would remember for the rest of my life because of the difficulties that I have n will go through for the next whole year.
I enjoy like there because at least what I'm doing there is useful, rather than being at home n do nothing for the last 5 months since SPM is over. I felt like all the difficulties that I've gone thru is making me nearer to my dreams, ambition, goals, success. It's like everything is gonna be worth it. Every sweat, every tears, every muscle pains, every second that I fight the urge to sleep during lectures, every acne that 'grows' on my back n every cloths that I wash with my own bare hands, everything will be worth it when I get what I want.
Moreover, I'll be participating in the KAKOM, which is an inter-matriculation sport competition in Malaysia which will be held in Johor in July. I'll be representing KML in badminton n believe me, the trainings are so heavy like shit. The first week of the training made me hard to move every single part of my body, but then, I hav to act like there's nothing happened. Padahal, I cant stop cursing everytime I take my steps to anywhere. But funnily enough, it's one of the reasons that I enjoy life there because I just love badminton n to see it at the positive side, at least I can lose a little bit of weight there, kan......
n I like the people there. Living with people of different races n religions really made me learn a lot. I learnt some Iban words n Sarawakian's BM from my roomate n I can really see a 1 Malaysia there.
The only hell there for me r the warmness of the weather n the dahsyat punya toilet. very very terrible. sometimes I need to think twice when I want to go to the toilet. So u can imagine how horrible it is now.
That place really test us physically, mentally, emotionally n spiritually. Physically as in angkat the pail of water from somewhere to somewhere because of the shortness of water thre, mentally as in being immune to dirty toilets, emotionally as in being away from the one u love the most at home n tahn ur tears n spiritually as in praying every night to ask God for strength to go thru all the obstacles that u will go tru ther next day because only He can help u.
Oh well, so much for my life for the next 11 months. Oh, n mom n dad r going to rusia next 2 weeks for bro's doctoral graduation. uiseh man, 6 yrs ooo.... on the other side of the world lagi tu. waa, so proud of my bro la. hehe
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