sorry for my disappearance for.... I dont know.... too long to remember....



Anyhow, thanks for your loyalty towards this blog. Actually, I immersed myself in the 'Born Rich' Hong Kong tv series that I bought weeks ago and when I finally find the time to watch it, I sort da berabis loo....

So, this 'Born Rich' is about a penipu besar from Sabah... kurang asam... and yadayada u watch it urself... I think Sabah is more beautiful then what they hav shot in the movie, seriously... Especially Nexus Resort, it's more beautiful and not only just about the pointy roof, salah salah, totally bad angle... Tip of Borneo pun baa, they can improve the view by just changing their angle abit. But I'm satisfied with the pulau view, actually what I've seen with my own eyes...

Conclusion, the storyline was great, happy ending except for few things I'm so geram with:

1)I prefer Sa Fu Loi, the 'lou qin' to be together with Yat Sum lehh.... they look cute together and very bagai pinang dibelah dua, dont u think? and things are so romantic between them especially before they realised that they are 'siblings'. Moreover I dont really like Joe Ma anywhere. Moreover, months ago I coincidenly met him in the Tg Aru kedai kopi here and he is one hell of a proud man. The tauke niau wanted to take picture with him and u know wat was his reply? He declined saying that he doesnt want other people ramai-ramai to ask him like crazy to take picture with him after that... How stupid was that? I remembered that day he wore his speck hitam and told other people to close the iron door just to cover him while he kept on reading the news and berabis tutup muka dia. Perasan betul, tat day I saw him from two tables away and I was like 'so what?' pun...

2)And why Angie dies, I'm so overwhelmed by her relationship with Marcus even tho Marcus is a married man. Their steamy scene together with the hot song was so perfect. Talk about the song, they're having an affair and the song lyric goes something like this, 'o come o come Emmanuel.....'. Dude, choose a song that suits the meaning la... but I like the song anyway, just the lyric yang salah or it should be used to dedicate to the other couple like Yat Ming(Sa Fu Loi) and Yat Sum. But maybe I misinteprete it, or maybe not!?

Let move to my next topic shall we... So, the actors and actresses are looking fine and hot and pretty... too perfect in fact. Believe me, when I saw Joe that day, he looked so old with uneven face or lubang-lubang and I even saw that his nose hair terkeluar because of too long lagi. But his look was perfect in this drama. So, I was wondering how thick was his face foundation to cover those lubang-lubang up!?

Oh yea, I dont really hate the villain in this drama coz maybe he's kononnya from Sabah, have to support ma even tho he's the penipu besar. And to say the truth, I still would like yat ming and yat sum together after all that they hav been through and what he had done to her. Salute you la Anita Yuen Wing Yi(yat sum) for the job well done.

You have to watch this movie for ur Sabahan pride!!!! yeahh!!!! terus proud oh saya, really...

Kenapa tidak pandai kurus ni, berabis suda saya nii... Must look sexy during CNY :p

stress even after SPM?

I think I got this pressure from dad because he kept on telling me to become a teacher and CRITICIZE other job. The way that he said all these really made me disturbed and annoyed. I really wanted to 'fight back' but I just can't coz he's my dad. However, I always believe that following your heart is the best thing to do. So for sure I'm going to take the course that I want. But I hate it how dad said object my decision. urghh...... I think most of the daughters are their dad's best friend and baby girl, but I cant, I just cant be cos he never hears me and encourage me. And he always look down on women. For him, we just have to live a modest life, jaga anak, be a sex machine and do not need to be a person with professional careers. Can u believe that?????

Last night

I had a, I dont know, a...... quite bad dream? last night...

I dreamt that I was about to begin my form 5 first semester. And of all 11 subjects that I took in my SPM, I only worried about one, that is, Bible Knowledge. What happened was that I hesitated about should I continue my BK subject and sit for it on SPM. It was a very hard decision for me and even until I was too worried and woke(or should I say shocked) up by myself, I was still unable to make my decision. Seriously, when I woke up, I still havent realised that every has passed now, so I kept on thinking and hesitated still...

However, after a short 30 sec or more, the chemical finally passed through my synaptic knop and at last, I'm laughed at myself because I just 'got my memory back'...

U can see, how much this BK has effected me... Even until today, if I were given a chance again or maybe if we just turn back the time just a little bit, I'm not sure if I would make the same decision as I did.

have ya'll ever dreamt of dirty toilets? Well, last night I dreamt of full-shitted toilet, orang putih punya kuning-kuning punya shit lagi tu... geli betul

Anyway, had a great new year's eve countdown in Nexus Resort, Karambunai and followed by my cousin's wedding few days after. That's why I've gained back everything that I have lost, dang!!! Maybe that's the reason why I dreamt of full-shitted toilets, Karambunai punya toilet lagi tu....

So, this year's resolution? lost weight definitely like last year's, only I failed to do so last year. So this year, skinny jeans..... Sandra!!! We pledged this together kan!!!

I know, my blog is lack of pictures, so blame the camera's USB because of it's sot-ness. I cant always transfer pics anytime I want, I have to wait until the USB has a 'good mood' then I'll be able to transfer the pics then. Stupid kan, have to succumb to a device. Bye for now lovely peeps

crippled butt

I dont know is it the muscle or the tail bone that made me walk literally like penguins because of the pain that I got during the badminton training yesterday. And since my coach is a guy, I lied that I got leg cramp because who would tell the opposite sex coach that their one side butt hurts anyway... I think I sat too much for the whole week plus I did not play badminton for the whole week also because of Christmas(yup, I know, it's just an alasan).

and dude, I'm trying to lose weight here, but why on earth I dont see any difference on the reading of my weighing scale. Sialan...

Pheww, thank goodness it's all over now.

We had open house today for christmas and I worked from morning till night(of course got relax for a while). Dude, I'm physically and mentally exhausted. Moreover, I gained a few pounds from the makan2 dr Nexus Resort that day until just now. Makannnnnnnn saja......... giler ehh, habislah harapan saya untuk pakai skinny jeans.

Anyhow, must workout intensively starting from tomorrow since I have nothing to do now.

Overall I think I gained more than 5 kilos this year because of the stupid SPM. SPM is so stupid that it made me hate history BM soooooo muchhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm feeling great and so alive today.

Why?

In this world, nothing feels better than knowing the truth

hahahahahahahahhhhh

oh, and go to church ar ya'll tonite...

Merry Christmas everyone

It's hard but this is what life's about

What hurts the most was being so close and having so much to say and watching you walk away

-by Rascal Flatts, 'what hurts the most'

wow, I think like this is my first time I got fed up of staying the night in a hotel or resort. Gosh, I think maybe it's because I spent 7 nights in those china's hotel and right after I got home, I spent the night in Nexus Resort, Karambunai again for my dad's office christmas thing. Then, mom just told me that we're going to spent the night there again on new year's eve. Dude, I truly realised that there's no place like home. urghhh...

Anyway, do you believe that life will not always be what you always wanted?

I used to believed that life will always be what I wanted to be because it's all about how we make choices about everything in life. But somehow, I kinda changed my mine. It's literally like 1/3 depending on our own choices, 1/3 is destiny or fate and another 1/3 depends on God. Do you agree?

Tell me what you think will ya...

I know I haven't been here for like decades.... sorry peeps :P but I'm here now and truly flexible enough to blog very often from now on since I have done with mua shit SPM.



As ya'll know, I've been to China for 8 days right after my SPM. Fuhh, I'm back Dio, nasib ur prediction didnt come true heheh...



Anyway, malas la mau cerita everything, so lets just blog something that has been tapis by me la...



So, obviously, it's freezing cold there since it's december. It went as low as 1 degree cel there in and highest at 7 degree cel throughout the whole trip except in Shenzhen of course.



It is so cold until:

-the trees look like there're crystals cling to every edge of the tree leaves because the water droplets freeze before they menitis down.

-we totally cant leave our hotel without wearing our 'donut' outfit(tebal betul).

-the unflush giant shit in the public toilet stood still

-I cannot feel my feet because I wore kain punya shoes and at the same time it rained there.

Overall, I enjoyed this trip because of the crazyly beautiful scenery and most of all, we went there beramai2 with my aunt, uncle, cousins and family friends. It's undescribeable how loud we were there.

But there's one thing that I'm disgusted about China, that is, they just simply buang kahak and hingus everywhere even on carpets or in airport or mana2 sahaja.... yuck... And they are a big fan of langgar people. Betul2 uncivilised. Nama saja they're one of the earliset civilisation, but macam belum civilised lagi.... adui.........

However, after I went there, I realised how big procastinator and a lazy stupido I am... there, there is no such thing as take ur sweet time walking step by step. The term 'walk' for them is take very big and fast steps, itu pun di kampung tu, belum lagi di bandar besar..... omgosh........ the worst part was when we crossed the roads. Astagah.... itu barulah run for your life oooo.........

Anyhow, it's worth going there especially Zhang Jia Jie. You got to go there one there.

I shouldn't be bothered about that but.....

the truth is that I really am now.

I'm disturbed,

I'm confused,

I feel useless and hopeless!!!

what's even worst is that I hell-ed my SPM.

and now this again??!!!

are you kidding me??!!

It is never easy if you were to be in my shoe...

believe me.

conclusion about life:

- work hard to the core to be a leader and manipulate others

-there is only two groups of ppl in this world; the losers and the winners

-you slow, you'll lose

-you soft-hearted, you'll lose

-you shared too much, you'll lose

-you trusted your friends too much, you'll lose

-you relaxed, you'll lose

If you lose, the society will laugh for your failure.

So dont be one of those, but rather be the one that laugh others...

These philosophy are not all from me. But a combination from dad and Mr. Pushpanathan and myself. I truly believe in them and will always bare that in mind and hold on to them.

Life was never easy~